Chinyere A. Ifemeni
you know you danced well when sweat glands burst and start raining.
It’s felt like a while since i wrote something real/original without there been a link to my blog, poem or whatever shit. I just felt to give a little insight to how my mind’s working at the current moment, but though i know how its functioning, i cant really seem to purge it out into a string of sentences for you guys to comprehend.
At the moment, the one thing that has been plaguing my mind for a long while is Love and emotions. It’s quite cliche ( i know ) but shit, it’s taken up space in my cognitions and parked there. It’s kinda funny how me, one against religion and monotheism, fell (or rose) for someone that’s on the verge of becoming a man of God aka Pastor. My soul feels incredibly sad at this situation because it has become a part of me for 4 years though i tried to let the emotions be extraneous. Obviously, as our paths are completely different, we cannot cross each other again even though we did in the year 2009. His belief is the only different thing to my spirit, but because of how firmly rooted he is to it, it could never work (on his side).
This is all i wanted to say. Thanks for reading.
She forced herself onto him.
Uncalled for.
Unwanted pleasure
He wanted to feel the nerves on her tongue, but she went further than he desired
Her body was not a land he wanted to explore
He was a mere tourist appreciating her beauty
And he made it known that he was not ready
Yet the rise in his Levi led her to think otherwise.
As a man, who’d believe his rape story?
Even the words tasted bitter.
His manhood lay in jeopardy.
Silence was the price to pay just so he didn’t feel emasculated
The memories won’t fade
Don’t fade
Can’t fade
Eternal stain on his history.
Those minutes of pain for him equated to passion and pleasure for her.
She forced herself unto him
And now he sits forcing her out of his cognitions.
